try to get get you out of my hand, i hate you but i love you.
if we could do it all again i will give you my all because i need your love
i want you come to me babe, i no need say goodbye.
but im still in love.
i'll do anything and go back to better time.

$&;%¥*[\|?! F

Seriously today i just wanna scream a lot. My day was great till somebody ...

"Woh youre major so easy, no assigment"

The hell, im not a person like you who liked to show everywhere that youre stressed out and the reality you arenot. stop act like that. So annoying

"Just stay right here, i want play game online. Just sit and see me "

What? Am I your maid or babysitter? For what iam sit down like your pet and seeing u are playing game.. 

And the most annoying conversation i had today is ..

X: im bored. Need refreshing

M: want to going down ? 

X: ohb yes yes

M: oke then lets go

X: but i wanna sleeping

M: k than ill back to my room

X: but i so confused

M: what? 

X: i m hungry

M: then go down la

X: but i want sleeping

M: okay laaa byebyee. Ill back to my room and refill some water.

X: alone ? Let me go with you

M: no need la, ill go with myself. just take a rest :)

X: im bored

M: ok lah just go with me laaa to refill water.

X: but i need to do my tutorial

M: WT(&//@%#{^+\!fhdiF BYE

Sushi time

 

I am just feeling so bored today, then i decided to make some sushi. 

So I'm just taking some of ingredients to make sushi asal asalan. 

Rice 

Nori

Vinegar

Pinch of salt

Cucumber

Tamago 

Crabstick 

Sausages *additional

1.Mix out one bowl of rice with 1spoon of vinegar and a pinch of salt. 

2. Put the layer of rice on top of nori

3. Then put cucumber, crabstick and tamago 

4. Then wrap it out by just rool it up. 

5. Then cut it into small pieces 

6. Eat with wasabi and soy sauce for more better taste.

Dont expect much , this is just a home made sushi :p 

GRATEFUL

My emotion always absurd right here. I always imagine if i moved to another country, i'll much better. You know my life already great before this. Ive builed up my life for 6years and its works. Ive passed out my bad dream. No regret inside it....

And now i'm entering a new life, new friends, new place and everything is different. 

It means i should re-build my life again, it was not easy as i tought before. Even my life being better and better every single day, but you know? Deep in my heart had a missing piece.. 

I should passed out the second times entering a new life. Gosh! I hope this one will be much better than my first one. 

I always pray to God to make my life better and better every day. And you know it was work! Im feeling blessed when i say thankyou and be grateful to the Lord. Sometimes if I am just thinking that my life is bad and sad. It is just made me more sad and confused. 

No need worried about anything. Just be grateful and stand beside GOD. He will always with you and hug you everytine you need Him. 

He knew everything. Your past, even your future... 

So I decided to be more grateful and give my heart to the Lord. Every breath that I take and every single moment I'm awake, . I am grateful to have you Lord :"""") 

MY WORD

Today, I have talking with my friend on the phone. Then, in the middle on our conversation we are talking the conflict on the past.

Today, I realize something. That one Reason of causes the conflict happen is Misunderstanding.

I am just thinking that We could not Expect others To be understandable to us. This one was really really sounds ego. 

I learned something today, that people should thinking about their words before they are talking about that. Because We are not know what people thinking about it; We may hurt others because our words.

- your words are your biggest enemy - 

Everything has changed. from now on, only yourself that will guide our next steps and dont expect others too much.

Everything has changed. from now on, only yourself that will guide our next steps and dont expect others too much.