this is a jerk life

because i read viany's post "damn its true" . suddenly i just remember him. swear, gw gapernah suka mengingat ini T.T cause its make me dig a big hole in my heart . syuh syuh i wanna kick you from my mind. i always remember when you make me feel like im a jerk in my jhs life till now . you make me always blame myself. gw bukannya gamau lupain itu. malah gua pengen lupa ingatan skalian. but i cnt erase that memories from my head. oh so damn shit *chelestyle* omigosh

gw masih inget betapa begonya gua wktu itu. gw gamau nyeselin semua itu. tapi entah kenapa gw slalu nyesel kalo gw inget. i just forgive you bout all of that, but .. semua dendam gua gapernah ilang sama lo. gua benci banget banget banget banget sama semua hal yang pernah terjadi kalo disana itu ada elu. looking ur name in mytimeline make me feel i am a very stupid girl. gw tau loh sumpah kita gapunya problem apapun lagi. tapi gw cnt forget bout. so dont blame me.

maybe you already forgot everything bout me, but i still remember anything and everything bout it. gua juga slalu ingt ttg bullshit dari lu n ur friend. you nver accept ur promise. urfriend always tell me you get a hurt cause of me, ur friend tell me ur a loyal guy. i swear all of that is a bullshit. youre just a goodplayboy ! doyouthink yore so handsome ? ups whteva. do you youre a nice guy for every ladies in this world?? uuhh its weird. so sory cause im tobe emotional

People vanish, people die. People laugh and people cry. Some give up, some will try. Some say hi, while some say bye. yeahh this is life hahaha. tobe a jerk . to be a trash ? yeah that memories cnt get out of my mind. see? you write a bad memories with a permanent tint on my mind. i hate tobe emotional like this. so i hope someone come and make me forgot all about it . and open a new page to write a good memories in new life.