Not shine bright like a diamond

Sometimes life isn't unfair...

What you give isn't always what you get. I've tried give my best to them. Then i get dissapointed. 

Its make me thinking that 'im not precious enough?' 

I knew that i'm too sensitive.. But looking their respond about what i've gave to them... 

I've no words to say :( It is make me hurts. Don't you know that i made that with all my heart. I've tried ma best for all of you. Why dont you give me a little bit of urs respect? 

I dont expect much, just want to look ur apreciate for me...

Why I should ask to you for saying thanks? Is it good and dont make me hurt? Uh 

Fyi, I get dissapointed with all of you. Couldn't you let me feel that I'm so meaning for you guys ? 

I've spend half of my money to give you that one. Sorry im not rich enough, cause i've not any job yet.

Feeling guilty thinking about this.

Yeaaaaaa I've tried to be a sweet person(bestie) to all of you. Well I knew that i am expect too much to you dudes...

Cause, from what I had see and feel that you you you you you you didn't care about me . 

Well from all of this.. 

I'm still can't and never hate all of you. 

Even youren't care. I will always love you dudes :")